hellzabeth

Mmmm kay.

So.

No college. 4 inches of snow that is still building. Same as yesterday.

Fucking. Sweet.

...

Boooooooooooooored.

Nobody wants to come out and play in the snow with me... D: Yazu is in Froxfield, Emily is in Midhurst and Sian... is in Kent, so.. yeah. All of whom need to traverse many many hills with ledges they will inevitably slide off in order to get here, and vice versa. And Cam refuses to leave the house.

D:

Oh well. Hot chocolate and a roaring fire for me I guess. ,3

Yeah, sitting outside Cam's English class, bored as hell and cannot summon up the will to go get my RS folder to do my homework.

Urrrrrgh.

I know I should do it, my concience has been eating away at me about this all weekend. But both Saturday and Sunday were full of ... urgh and tiredness and crap (I do, in fact, have a substantially expansive vocabulary, but I choose not to utilise it due to my relative irritation.) and thus I could not summon up the will to do it, much less move my arse off the bed and use the dance mat to work off my guilt calories from all those subways (there is something similar to heroin in those sandwiches, I swear).

Also, I'm loooooooonely. Emily is still in Dublin and I'm still jealous.  And so I am here instead of in Dominos with an ever-starving Emily, writing in my LJ once again, obsessing over the flaws in my drawing of Cam's charecter and Rhode Rode Road (geez, how do you actually spell her name?). Cam claims it to be good, and wants a photocopy of it, and I will admit it is one of my better ones (seeing as I spent the better part of three hours obsessing over it. Stupid complex weapon) but still, it's not that good.

I do like the dress I put on him though.

Mmmmm, crossdressing girly-boys.

Yeah, I don't have really weird kinks.

*shifty eyes*

Due to some rather bulky folders now taking up residence in my bag, I have no lunch today, and it is only out of curtosy and the desire not to be a complete loner that I am waiting for Cam alt all. Molly and Kim are, of course, away today, and on Friday Cam was sick and thus I was BORED to the point of going mader and killing everyone.

T'was only Rosie that saved me from this miserable fate.

You know it's getting bad when Rosie of all people saves you from going insane.

EDIT: I can haz Children In Need cupcake. :D

Molly and I are going to the Taro Fair after school. It's a total rip off, but it's become a sort of tradition... every 6th of October, the fair comes to town, parks up in the heath, and becomes insanely loud for the night. I have never missed a year. <3

I'm going to have to pop into my house to dump my stuff though, I'm not taking ym folder etc to the fair. Can you imagine me? Like, on the twister or the meteor cage with all my stuff flying everywhere? Or even music trip, which is awesome btw. Oh and going on the waltzer! And everything like that!

On a different topic entirely, the halloween stuffs is in the shops, and Molly, Kim, Emily and I bought fake blood (strawberry sauce) to drink. I think we freaked out several people. Kukuku. Many vampire jokes ensued. Anyway, while we were doing so, Cam came along, and announced he was ill, which kinda put a damper on the mood, but that can't be helped, and I walked him down to the bus stop to see him off, but he changed his mind last minute, so we had to walk up that ruddy hill, and finally got him sent to the nurse's office. I dunno if he's gone home yet or anything, because that's when I had to leave him for my lessons.

I'm beginning to lothe Plato by the way.

Semi-unrelated topic here; it's Kim's birthday today. Hence why we were in town trying to cheer her up because she felt down (which she does often, so I get to show off my awesome-mad-cheer-up-ninja-skillz-of-coolness-and-wow) which lead to buying her and me foodies in subway. Nope, she wasn't leeching off me or anything, I offered. Kim's too much of a nice person to do that sort of thing, even though she believes she's horrible, I know she's a great person. Someday, hopefully by the end of the year, I hope she'll realise that. maybe it'll stop her feeling so depressed... I worry about her ya know, I really do care, even if she doesn't believe me, and if she really did jump in front of a car, like she's been talking about...

I feel ill just thinking about it actually... My heart stops for a brief moment.

AWAY FROM SUCH DISTURBING TOPICS NOW.

So yeah, taro fair tonight, can't wait to go, will require some effective sneaking out of house-ness. Therefore another reason to utilise my ninja skills- holy shit there's a giant JCB outside my window and it scared the heck out of me just now....

Ehem

Ja neeeeee!