hellzabeth: (>Konata: Cry)
You turned your back on me and walked away
without saying a single word…
In my wavering heart, I screamed like a child
“Don’t go... don’t leave... hey...”

I swear that is all that is needed of that song to make me tear up.

So I was in a terrible upset mood and From Y to Y helped me cry it out. Then Cande posted more of her MM spin off fic. (Which you should all be reading go do it now.) And then Oz bought my fem!England a paid account. So I feel better and love the both of you. <3333

I slept for 15 hours last night holy shit, went to bed at 10 and only woke up at 1pm the next day. What is morning. That might have been why I was so easily upset yesterday, and why I was so snappish with everyone. Sorry Plurk buddies! My humor gets quite mean when I'm tired.

Managed to make it through Great Gran's birthday party without being clipped around the ear for anything too snappish, though! I do love my gran. 92 and she may yet outlive us all. The woman lives on her own despite having a replacement hip, beating cancer three times and raising four kids, ten grandkids and 15 great grandkids. INDESTRUCTIBLE.

Half an hour to go until I catch the bus to Nena's to give her her present (FINALLY).

Hopefully today won't be as bad.

Edit: In other news (heh), Himaruya remembered Mr Newspaper! My god he's the cutest thing. Little freckles and that hat... I want to cosplay him at a con so I'll have an excuse to take pictures of everyone. |D;; /priorities


Jan. 1st, 2011 08:38 pm
hellzabeth: (>Konata: Sleepy)
Work was busy. 30 customers lining up outside before we'd even opened the doors. Why do you people need newspapers that badly why.

Wicked was awesome. Seriously, I cried at the end. New favourite musical y/y. *downloads soundtrack like a boss*

I am super tired. I'm going to sleep. 4 hours last night. Maximum 12 hours tonight.

Ciao y'all.
hellzabeth: (>Konata: Bored)

1) Make an entry with the filled out form
2) Have your f-list describe in the comments how they pronounce your username, what they originally thought it said/meant


hell-za-beth [hɛlzəbəθ]

I was kind of going through a "dark" phase (that only lasted a couple of months) and needed a new username for LJ because my old one was cluttered and... old. The whole reason I got a new one was so I could see the locked post on the Hetalia comm... go figure...

Language: English /~/ Hell (as in the place of eternal damnation) and -zabeth (the second half of my full name, Elizabeth.)

Original Post: @ [livejournal.com profile] memeseveriwhere


Sep. 25th, 2010 10:17 pm
hellzabeth: (>Konata: Bored)
Bluh bluh FT happens tomorrow when I am coherent and have had SLEEP.

Good night, all.
hellzabeth: (>Konata: EEEEEEEHHHH?!)
So I pulled an all nighter, considering that I was running on EST instead of GMT by complete accident, and figured that I'd turn up for work running on the idea that it'd be something like 10pm in the evening, as far as my sleep pattern knew.

I walk to work in the really chilly air, and what do I find?

Nothing, that's what I find.

The shop is dark and locked up. I find Amanda, poor stressed, tired looking Amanda, sitting on a pile of cardboard boxes in her PJs and a hoodie.

"What the heck?" I ask, squinting through the dark.

"No power." she says miserably. "The electricity is gone."

I find this odd, since I was only a few moments previously in my own room talking to [livejournal.com profile] lovelylurker on my laptop with no such power problems.

"I phoned the company, they said it was a wire underground, one that controls this shop, the house above it, and the leisure centre next door. None of us three have power." she sighs. "Also we have four hours until the fridge is no longer a fridge but a cupboard, and three hours until we can no longer sell the meat. I've been here since 3am trying to fix it."

"Bugger." I say. "This is really gonna blow isn't it."

At that moment, with a screech of tires Craig appears around the corner in his little car. He jumps out, seemingly aware that he's late, and sees us two staring at him. "Uh, what?"

We explain to him the situation.

"Bugger." he says, lighting up a ciggie for us all to passively kill ourselves on. "Shall I go get something from Greggs?"

In the end we traded turns at talking with the electricity guys, telling customers to sod off (at least until I got tired of being yelled at and put up a sign, listening to the varying levels of irritation that can be put into the single syllable "oh") and reading the newspapers that we couldn't sell.

Now I'm going to bed because bugger this world I am tiiiiired.
hellzabeth: (>Konata: sigh.)
Blaaaaaaargh spent so much time at work today. =____= Not fun.

Day 10 – What you wore today )
hellzabeth: (>Konata: Bored)
So you remember how I said once that I was working on a project? Well I have it all storyboarded out and have started to do some drawings for it. They're all rather rough and will be tweaked throughout the year etc, but yeah. This is Preliator.

Images under cut for your flist's sake. )

Another cut for the other art things. )


Sep. 12th, 2010 06:50 pm
hellzabeth: (>Konata: sigh.)
Work was a total nightmare today. =_____= So busy and with so many grumpy people. It was sunny, you have no excuse to be grumpy when the sun is out and you can actually see blue in the sky!


I'm glad I have a day off tomorrow. I am going to SLOB. And maybe write some fic.

Anyway meme.

Day 04 – What you ate today )


Aug. 4th, 2010 01:15 am
hellzabeth: (=A=)
Inside of my ear is inflamed.

Cannot hear out of left side.

Itches like a motherfucker and I can't do shit about it.

Have work in 5 hours.

Need sleep.


hellzabeth: (Bored.)


*sugar crash of the gods*


Con is worth all this pain, but still.... uuuuuuurgh.

I need to clean the house.

Stuff is everywhere.

Must put on load of washing and clean up the load of mugs of tea in the kitchen and fix the mess that is the living room.

Also need a damn shower.
hellzabeth: (Sleepy)
I hate being sick.


Even if it did mean a day off college, I was miserable. My head feels like it's stuffed with cotton wool and my stomach can't decide whether it wants to be ravenous or nauseous.

Spelling and grammar appear to have gone out the window also, since I just retyped that sentence 5 times.

Tried to cheer myself up with Hetalia and Good Omens fics. Mostly worked, until I found that one, really seriously depressing G.O. fic about what would have happened had Aziraphale been the one to fall and Crowley stayed an angel.

Sweet monkey king, Zirah is the scariest mofo you will ever meet. This writer described him so well I could practically feeeeeeel him smiling at me over my shoulder with those empty, cold, dead blue eyes, have some tea, there's a good girl, don't mind the lead piping, that's just in case the arsenic didn't work.


Freaked my sister out with coming up behind her making "The Grudge" sounds. Easily done when one's throat is akin to sandpaper.


Should stop thinking about things like this in the dark.


He's a damn sexy bastard too, stupid kinky scarf coming in useful in doujin.

Hope to be back at college tomorrow, but won't count on it. Still feeling miserable with no improvement, and I fear that I may have Nena's bug, which got her violently puking everywhere.


'Night all.
hellzabeth: (Group hug!)
pearlyunicorn1: (02:21:43) Fai sad down next to Yuui on the bed, and after a moment of silent leg-kicking, took Yuui's hand to hold in both of his own. More silence, while Fai tried to force whatever he wanted to say to the top of his throat. Finally, "Yuui? Why is a birthday party so important?"
hellzabeth7: (02:24:02) Yuui blinked at the sudden question, then thought about it. "It's to celebrate that you have life, I suppose." he mused, not really sure on the subject himself. "To say 'I'm glad I'm alive' and give people a chance to say 'I'm glad you're alive too.'" Blonde hair swayed as he nodded, satisfied with that.
pearlyunicorn1: (02:29:21) Fai frowned, his face scrunching up, twisting unhappily, but he turned away, "That's...That's...."
pearlyunicorn1: (02:29:29) He wanted to call it "stupid"
pearlyunicorn1: (02:30:14) ...but couldn't manage to. Yuui must have had so many birthday parties without him. Fai wasn't sure, some days, whether anyone should be happy that he was alive.
hellzabeth7: (02:30:25) (( dude, I need to sleep. It's half past 2 am. XD One more tag~ ))
pearlyunicorn1: (02:30:44) (( I was wondering... ))
hellzabeth7: (02:33:54) Yuui hummed a little tune. "You know, I haven't properly celebrated a birthday before." he added, like it wasn't the most important thing in the world right now. "I wouldn't enjoy it if I couldn't share it with you." He beamed at Fai. "But I guess we could now, if you want. We've still got each other. I'm glad you're alive, Fai, and I'm glad I'm alive too, so I could be with you."
hellzabeth7: (02:34:14) (( and with that cavity inducing statement, I retire to bed ))
pearlyunicorn1: (02:35:26) "I'm...I'm always glad you're alive, Yuui," Fai murmured, a smile touching his face, smoothing away the upset as he leaned over and pressed his face and body against Yuui's side, and sighed happily.

Flowrights, oh Flowrights, why are you so FECKING ADORABLE?!

2:40am. Need. Sleep. And I was intending to get by body clock back to normal as well...


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